[ That Fashion Student ]: December 2009

Tuesday, 29 December 2009

To My Babilove x.

i won’t try to make something out of nothing. i won’t fall head over heels after one date. i won’t get jealous. i won’t obsess over you all day & all night. i won’t freak out because you didn’t return my call/text. i won’t worry about what you’re doing or who you’re with. i don’t care who you talk to or who just texted you. i will not change who i am to please you, nor will i try to impress you by pretending to be something/someone i am not. i will not judge you based upon your past/past relationships nor will i compare myself to your past relationships. i find all of this to be time consuming & pointless.

i will like you, maybe even adore you. i will let myself get smitten and enjoy all the butterflies you give me. i will respect you & trust you as long as you don’t give me a reason to do otherwise. i will care for you as a person & friend, before a lover. i will be open & honest with you because i don’t believe in games. i will enjoy every minute we share together & never take you for granted. i will not need you, but i will want you. i will never stand in your way, as i hope you will never stand in mine. i will always dream big, and i hope you will too.

i will be me & i will not be second best.